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Self medicated

I had some resin left in my bowl. There's nothing but resin in my bowl right now. I haven't been scrapping it right.

Medicated. I'm getting really emotional about finding my Dad to place to live. I prefer living alone. At this point, say he gets better, I still want to be alone. I want to live my life by myself for a while. It doesn't mean I don't care or I had problems with him for some reason. I want my Dad to be able to be fine for 4 or 5 days while I work. Or while I just sit at home. I wouldn't be alone if I visited him every day. I've been doing that. Maybe that's why I don't feel lonely. I've been visiting my Dad every day for about 2 months and then coping with severe illness for 2 months. Every day, though, just about, yes. I visit my Dad a lot. Maybe that's why I'm not lonely...

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