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Just anxious.

Anxiousness is not anxiety. The words make you think that they are, but they are not. There is a lot of anxiety around this anxiousness, however. I don't get to live as I'm used to. I have to work. I plan to work quite a bit, so it really isn't that big of a deal.

But I want to have what I need, have the investing computer, and then lay around all the time. Humans are greedy, we need a lot. I mean, make the money to save defenseless people? We're taught that comes before all else. It's religious, even. But yeah, I'll spend the next 50 years alone over half the time. God says that's greedy to an extent. It's as I've explained. It's the salvation of defenseless people. It's most sacred. I will be laying around most of the week for the next 50 years. I'm human and I'm greedy. One thing I get is something I tried to communicate. I want to be healthy enough to handle the masses that seek me out. I'm a very powerful man. I have to take 4 hours a day three times a week to try and handle what others have set out for me.

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