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I'm all messed up

Today started off really good. I tried 5-hour energy and got going quickly. I know one thing that I was just thinking about is happiness and sadness. You need for good things to happen to be happy. Misfortune will make you unhappy.

I was feeling pretty good, but then I got down. My life has been very tragic. God said he'd heal my Dad, but he's still dying as of right now. I can't neglect the sentiment of him possibly dying. But yeah, my Dad and I planned I.W.M. off of his retirement. His retirement goes to him for care.

All of this misfortune is making my life very difficult. I'm home right now. It's time to be happy. But every day for about an hour or two, I get very unhappy. It's very hard to deal with.

Well, that's my mind telling me that life isn't going the way that it should.

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