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I concluded that I need a secret weapon.

I don't know what to do about this. This is all of my problems coming home to roost. I do actually have a few secret weapons. I can change my medicine or the way I take it, and I can train myself. I'll wait to change my medications. I didn't take my medicine tonight. I'll be up until midnight. 20 hours from now. Well, that gives me an edge. The medicine makes you feel shitty. I'm used to it at this point. I've taken medication as prescribed for the last decade. I miss a few days, yes. The medicine makes you feel good over time, but not taking it makes you feel better for 24 hours. Go a third day without your medicine and you won't feel good. I take my medicine 90% of the time.

My secret weapon will have to be whether or not I take my medicine after 6 days. Man. I can't do it that often. It's not a very good secret weapon.

I'm kind of screwed.

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