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Man was waking up difficult. There was a Catholic actor, really famous, that had a revelation of God, and I think he actually did hear God. The actor asked why life was so difficult, and God said that "it's supposed to be." We have the Garden of Eve and life. Life is insanely difficult. That probably was God. God decided to make life hard on us when Adam and Eve sinned. Why he did that, nobody knows. Nobody knows in detail or in exactly.

This is insanely difficult. Winter just started, and I am down for the count. Winter makes you feel shitty. I even think regardless of where you are, winter makes you feel shitty. Winter is like that, I think. Need the summer to feel alive again.

That is a really harsh judgment. Half the year, we're feeling under the weather. That's intense. God didn't want this to be easy. I know I tell God all the time, I'd suffer if I could. I just suffered twenty years or whatever, and I am done with suffering. I'm freaking out at this point. All I ever do is suffer. Ahhh!

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